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there is jason on me again

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saturday
jhann took me home from the holidays. I thanked her for the time and she said i should go to the centre for more little holidays.I went there straight away and I met louise. At first, i thought louise was LOUIS but she wasnt loud. She was quiet and nice and she showed me her pictures. Her pictures had lots of things in them and i was dazzled by the colour, which made me lover her. I now have a new lover that i hope wont dies like my old one. Louise said i was her lover too and we held hands in the garden. I went home happy and took down all my jhann pictures becuase now i need to get some louise ones. He came to my door again and rung the bell. I shouted that jhann knew he was coming and that jason would be on her and this scared him and he ran away. He knows jason as well i can tell. Louise came round and we watched the telly. She made me do dances and I got dizzy and fell on the sideboard and two of my teeth fell out with the blood. Louise tried to put them back but they just hurt the gum even more so louise put them in tissure and hid them behind the telly. Eveen though i could see the tissue, it felt better because louise had done it. Louise went home and i gave her a bic cover to keep. She said thank you and said it would be in her bed when she was sleeping. She said she might want to sex me, whcih made me really excited. I hope jhann doesnt get jealous becuase she cant have me anymore. Jhann is old news now because I lover louise. I went to bed and hurt my finger when i slipped on some wet gravel behind my door and a big splinter got in my thumb. My blood went allover a picture louise had drawn of me, but it made it look better because the red was like love on my face and not jason.
sunday
Jhann knows about louise now. She is happy for me she says but i can see she is the jealous. I showed louise the picture with love on it and she said it was lovely and nicer than the picture was before. Louise said she knew how to get jason off me so I let her show and she put elastic bands all round my legs, where the bic neck holes all are. It was hurting, but lousie said that hurting was the cleaning bit and that jason would be gone forever. She pressed really hard and my bic neck holes started a little bit of blood again. then she got on top of me and sexed me and got my blood all on her finger, so she wrote on my chest. I had to really bend my neck to read but it said "jason is fucking you now". That made me stop crying because there and then i knew she was my wife forever and i loved her more than my dead lover.
when we had finished, i made some ryvita for louise and she said it was nice. She started hitting me becuase she said she saw jason on me, so i let her and soon she had got rid of so much jason that i fell asleep. When I woke up, i had all bruises but I knew that was the badness coming out of me because all the jason had gone forever. Then louise said her work had finished and she had to go away for the holidays. I was sad but i know some lovers have to come to an end. I said was happy and was glad i had the sex with her but i was lying and i was sadder than when my old lover died. After louise had gone i did what i did after my old lover died and then I made a new special pile jsut for one now because i am all alone and there is gravel all in my room now and it is wet because he needs it to be wet so he can throw it through my window. He was ringing my door all night but i couldnt tell him to go away becuase my throat had been too sore from all the shouting i did when louise went away, and i'm sure, even though it made me cough a lot whilst i was doing it, trying to put the fork in my voice chords didnt help. Then i went to sleep for a while becuase i was dizzy again.
thursday
I cannot remember the last days so I wont try to describe them. I woke up today with no gravel in my room, and no special pile but instead lots of boxes. In the boxes were fluffy toys and sweets and a big card from Jhann execpt it wasnt it was Louise. She was pretending to be jhann. And then I realised that louise had even more jason on her than jhann! I paniced and rant to the bath and cleaned myself properly and did not sex the bath as usual. then i drew on me to confuse the jason that was left. Jhann came round and said she was worried. I said that I was okay now that most of the jason had gone and that I couldnt see any jason on her. I said that I was sorry and that I was wrong about her and that louise had put more jason on me than her and that she wasnt my lover and more, but that i want jhann to be my lover now. Jhann said she was married and it would be "unprofessional". I told her that i am not amateur at anything and she said yes that was clear. She changed my bandages and saw the elastic band marks and said she should call the police because of louise but i said no becuase the LOUIS would come and he is louises brother because their names are similar. Jhann said I should have another holiday, but this time in a really expensive place. I love jhann, even if she only gives me the holidays. At my new holidays, i wont be able to write so goodbye for now my reader because I am being happy now louise is gone. Jhann says there is no jason at my new holidays so i am happy at last. If you want to come to my house when I'm away, you can. I love you!